Nothing

Look it’s like this, I don’t have it.

Don’t roll your eyes, you know what I mean.

That thing that makes you get out of bed in the morning.

I just don’t have it.

The stuff that makes you smile on the outside, at least

It’s just not there

I really don’t care.

It’s not how I’m wired.

I always feel tired.

‘Cheer up?’ Is that what you’re going to say?

It is you know. It’s what you’re thinking.

‘Just get a shower, a coffee, you’ll feel better’

You’ll try again; you’ll say it’s sunny outside.

I will feel your patience wearing thin

I will attempt a grin.

Look please for the last time

I’m rotting inside

So forgive me if I lie here and do

Nothing.

After all that’s what I feel like.

Nothing.

(c) Slumpless

 

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