This would be a good day to die.
No loose ends, I’ve tied them all.
Happy as a clam then
BAM I would be gone.
Would that be so bad ?
Today I feel I reached the peak of all I need
I reached the top . I dropped my bag.
How long can I stay up here looking down
At all the shadows of me .
Still climbing .
Their very nature will drag me back.
No. Today would be a good day to die.
I’ve reached the sky.
I might as well keep going.
It must be better than going back
Over fading tracks.Into heavier air.
I can’t. I won’t.
Oh but wait.
To live ! To live!
Surely that is best.
I have had a rest
Seen green pastures and crystal seas.
My hair has fluttered in the breeze.
I have reached new heights
I must stay and fight.
No not today. I change my mind.
Don’t kill me now.
I can bring today back down with me.
I can remember this sky from down below.
It’s not my time to go.