I’m frozen here again
Of what exactly ?
What’s so damn terrifying?
The faces. The faces. The faces.
They float in front of me.
Full of pity.
Worse .. are the rolling eyes.
Sick again. Again. Again.
I watch TV and for a second I forget.
Forget this mind that shackles me to the floor.
My spirit gets up and walks out the door.
But that’s just for a moment, that passes by
I’m still on the couch waiting to die.