I scrambled into the derelict halls of you
And wove through the scattered rubble of your heart
Siphoning blood in hopes that you would..
Never mind. I was going elsewhere
I was moving up
Your clavicle was my trampoline
Up up I soared
To the complex tunnels in your head
Wandering there instead
It’s heaven up here. And Hell.
Too much going on to tell
Do you love me ?Or am I insane
There are no clues in your busy brain
And now I’m lost in this terrible maze
Those horrible hours melding into days.
Then suddenly I find myself moving south
Lolling in your exquisite mouth
A sudden jerk , I feel a lunge
From your body I am expunged.
I lie in dribble on the floor
The mystery of you is no more
I saw your innards , I thought I was a lifer
But your thoughts I could not decipher
That time inside took its toll
I never made it to your soul
Perhaps it’s better never to find
What goes on in a lover’s mind.