I longed for you through inky night and harsh sunlight
I called on the stars to help me.
I summoned the winds to bring you near.
My every thought was spattered with you
Scattered by you.
Your effervescent tongue had awakened every nerve.
I felt flooded by your spirit
Engulfed by your soul.
And then it stopped.
And you called.
Do you hear me in the depths of night
When I whisper your name ?
You must feel those words of longing pulse their way into your dreams.
How else can you explain the reasons you wake up in the dark ?
I’m all the way over here my dear
But whispers fly through time
Driven by a thumping clock that knows no distance.
I won’t let you sleep
I won’t let you sleep.
Can I draw the liquid lines of you with my thumbing stroke?
Bleed the sap that I know lingers in the funnel of your heart?
Oh there are ways and means to make your fountain flow
I know most but not all
I will find the waterfall
I strum and hum the tunes that make oblique, the straight lines of your beautiful legs
You beg for more lick and that’s the trick.
Just a breath away.
I’ll stay just a breath away until even a whisper, will send you to simmer
The releasing breaths of a chord too highly strung
Is magic, melody to ears and head that need a patting. A petting.
Wet. Wet. Wetting.
I brought you stardust.
I went all the way up to the heavens
And gathered it in the palm of my hands.
I fought my way back into your murky atmosphere
Just to get a nod. A pat on the head.
But instead of warm air I got a vacuum
Cold and harsh
You suck the life from me.
How can there be lust
Without a sprinkle of stardust?
Don’t make me choose
Because I will choose you
What did you think ?
But a part of me will always wonder
Will always wander
And you will see it in my distant eyes
In that hazy glaze that far off daze.
Don’t make me pick between him and you
There’s no need
He’s him and he’s New.
Don’t battle for my heart
You’ve already won.
Your flag is right in the centre.
But boundaries shift
You know they must
From love to lust
Then back again
Don’t make me decide between shore and tide
It’s amazing what frothy waters can hide.
I will always sway between both
The moon makes it so
I come. Sometimes.
I’m tossing and turning
Twisted in the memories of you
I just want to be alone so I can savor them
Flavor them with all my nuances.
You licked the core of me
As I read to you.
Your hands stroked me
Over and over like I was made of puppies.
And I think I wagged my tail
Just for your bone.
God I can’t stand not getting you
All the time .
Rapid breaths over and over.
Roll me. Knead me.
I need you.
Feast on moistened flesh
That rises and expands with heat.
I’m in hell until I see you
Again and again and again.