This is what I’m made for
To float like dandelion seeds in the wind
To dream of your tongue on my navel
To taste the sap
To sip from your tap
This is what I’m born for
To crave your skin
To long for you to be in
And around and around.
I will linger and linger
For the tip of your finger
Like a seal on rock
To feel your ….
I’m lava now
Hot and molten
Waiting to erupt.
You scrambled my legs
Macerated my brains
I’m all sorts of jam but no preserve.
You liquefy the bones of me
Turn my organs to pulp.
I can’t speak. I gulp.
With just a lick and a nibble
All I can do is dribble.
I’ve turned into quite the fool
Standing in a pool of drool.
‘Just one night’ he said ‘And then no more’
It hasn’t happened but I feel like a whore.
‘Just one time.. she won’t find out.’
It hasn’t happened but he’s still a lout.
‘But no more contact, no more texts
This is not a relationship
Just merely sex’.
Does he know I’m human
That I have heart?
Was I not clear about it from the start?
I have feelings and if we shag
He’ll throw me away like a dirty rag.
I’ll want it to be special
I’ll want it to be more
But I’ll be left lying at the door.
So he really thinks I want a one night stand?
I’d rather use my own right hand.
Your persistence paid off…
I love you.
Yep that’s it. I do.
You are human after all.
And that is my only requirement.
A semi-decent human and I’ll be yours forever.
That’s why I don’t allow myself to go so easy.
There isn’t enough of me to divide out with you all.
That’s why it took so long.
But once you chip away the shell
I’m all soft inside.
I’m like slime in those kids toys.
Throw me around and I’ll stick to the wall
I’ll stick to you all.
So be careful.
Once I’m covered in fluff
You’ll have enough
Oh silken longing
You wove your way between us
And the heat we felt was like no other
Thick and unctuous.
Killing us kindly.
We followed it to hell and
Now we spin in sulfurous steam
Flayed and splayed.
A fire that will never turn to cinder
Never return to sender.
Mahler was playing.
Suddenly I knew who I was.
I know what you are.
Boy. Forever boy.
I the decrepit voyeur,
Gazing upon your beauty.
Grazing upon your strength.
You will never see me…
We can never be
You will always frolic in the sea.
The sun caressing your golden hair
While I long to be the beams .. the water, the air.
Instead I am beached whale on a deck chair
Life has made its cruel marks on my visage
While your look perfect comme les nuages
You skim through life without a care
Forever young. Forever fair.
Oh silly me. Silly rabbit.
Gorging on you is my ridiculous habit.
I’ve eaten too much I clutch at my chest
The sun is setting
Probably for the best.
She smelled like cocoa butter
And I would have spread her
All over my bed, my head.
But she longed for harder flesh and bristle
Muscle and strength
Width and length.
I was mere finger and tongue
Too girly, too young.
Maybe if she had tried
Given it a chance
Her body would have danced
And her soul might have followed suit
Ah what a pity. She sticks to the straight and narrow (or wide).
I could have made her glide.